Living your purpose can be hard, living your truth can be harsh, but living a lie is death. I feel like you are just dead when you live your whole life hiding from yourself and the world. In order to truly live in your purpose and move forward within the divine mission you need to confront a lot of issues that take a back seat just because you don’t want to deal with them.
A spiritual awakening is actually pretty hardcore, and only the strong survive. Confronting these issues takes time, patience and a great deal of energetic stamina. But aren’t we incarnated to expand our souls awareness?